{"id":1519,"date":"2022-08-21T17:23:35","date_gmt":"2022-08-21T17:23:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/?page_id=1519"},"modified":"2022-09-13T17:55:20","modified_gmt":"2022-09-13T17:55:20","slug":"volume-four-chapter-fourteen","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/?page_id=1519","title":{"rendered":"Volume Four Chapter Fourteen"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"1519\" class=\"elementor elementor-1519\" data-elementor-settings=\"[]\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-section-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-1cacc3e elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1cacc3e\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3f7ec99\" data-id=\"3f7ec99\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-71363e8 elementor-widget elementor-widget-html\" data-id=\"71363e8\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"html.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/embed\/album\/63J1XMLVPt4hiABRY6q8XX\" width=\"300\" height=\"380\" frameborder=\"0\" allowtransparency=\"true\" allow=\"encrypted-media\"><\/iframe>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-0febd85\" data-id=\"0febd85\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-172400d elementor-widget elementor-widget-html\" data-id=\"172400d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"html.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/embed\/album\/0GNb7gIO5wCrzVsyUhffxt\" width=\"300\" height=\"380\" frameborder=\"0\" allowtransparency=\"true\" allow=\"encrypted-media\"><\/iframe>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-0768abb elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"0768abb\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-5cf29a4\" data-id=\"5cf29a4\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9171c19 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"9171c19\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 743\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\"><b>VOLUME 4 CHAPTER 14<\/b><\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\"><i>A gap in the narrative. \u2022 A mistress. \u2022 A lucky legacy. \u2022 Secret preparations. \u2022 A sudden flight. \u2022 At Paris. \u2022 A dog and a woman. \u2022 At a lake-city. \u2022 A South American lady. \u2022 Mrs. O*b***e. \u2022 Glimpses from a bed-room window. \u2022 Hairy arm- pits. \u2022 Stimulating effects. \u2022 Acquaintance made. \u2013 The children. \u2022 \u201cPlay with Mamma like Papa.\u201d \u2022 A water excursion. \u2022 Lewed effects. \u2022 Contiguous bed-rooms. \u2022 Double doors. \u2022 Nights of nakedness. \u2022 Her form. \u2022 Her sex. \u2022 Carnal confessions. \u2022 Periodicity of lust.<\/i><\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I pass over many incidents of a couple of years or more, during which I was well off, had a mistress whom I had seduced, as it is stupidly called, and had children; but it brought me no happiness, and I fled from the connection. All this was never known to the world. My home life at length became so unbearable, that I at one time thought of realising all I had, of throwing up all chance of advancement and a promising career which then was before me, and going for ever abroad I knew not where, nor cared. My mother had died, one sister was married, and was not much comfort to me; the other was far off, my brother nowhere. Just then a distant relative left me a largish sum of money, it was scarcely known to any one of my friends, quite unknown at\u2019 home, and to none until I had spent a good deal of it. I kept the fact to myself till I had put matters in such train that I could get a couple of thousand pounds on account, then quietly fitted myself out with clothes. One day I sent home new portmanteaus, and packed up my clothes the same day. \u201cI am going abroad,\u201d I said. \u201cWhen?\u201d \u201cTo-night.\u201d \u201cWhere to?\u201d \u201cI don\u2019t know, \u2014 that is my business.\u201d \u201cWhen do you come back?\u201d \u201cPerhaps in a week, \u2014 perhaps a year,\u201d \u2014 nor did I for a long time. I never wrote to England during that time, except to my solicitors and bankers who necessarily knew where I had been at times.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I went first to Paris, where I ran a course of baudy house amusements, saw a big dog fuck a woman who turned her rump towards it as if she were a bitch. The dog licked and smelt her cunt first, and then fucked. He was accustomed to the treat. Then I saw a little spaniel lick another French woman\u2019s cunt. She put a little powdered sugar on her clitoris\u00a0<span style=\"font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">first, and when the dog had licked that off, somehow she made it go on licking, until she spent, or shammed a spend, calling out, \u201cNini, \u2014 cher Nini, \u2014 go on Nini,\u201d \u2014 in French of course.<\/span><\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 744\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I could make a long story out of both of these incidents if it were worth while, but it is not, and only notice that the Newfoundland, whose tongue hung out quite as long as his prick as he was pushing his penis up the French woman\u2019s quim, turned suddenly round when it had spent, seemed astonished to find he was not sticking arse to arse with her, and then licked the remains of the sperm off the tip of his prick. It was not a nice sight at all, nor did I ever want to see it again.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">There were few large cities of Central Europe I did not see, and think that the best baudy houses in most large cities saw me. It was a journey in which my amatory doings were especially with the priestesses of Venus. Beautiful faces and beautiful limbs were sufficient for me, if coupled with ready submission to my wishes. Although I learnt no doubt a great deal, and had my voluptuous tastes cultivated in a high degree, yet they developed none of those outside tastes which ordinarily come with great knowledge and practice in the matters of cunt. I shall only tell the most remarkable fornicating incidents.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I was at the Hotel B*** in a Swiss town by a great lake, had arrived late, and was put into the third story, in a room overlooking a quadrangle. It was hot. I threw up my window when I got out of bed in the morning, and in night-gown looked into the quadrangle, and at the walls and windows of the various bed-rooms opening on to it on three sides. Looking down on my right, and one story below me, I caught sight over the window-curtain of a bed-room, of a female head of long dark hair, and a naked arm brushing it up from behind vigorously. The arm looked the size of a powerful man\u2019s, but it was that of a woman. She moved about heedlessly, and soon I saw that she was naked to below her breasts; but I only caught glimpses of that nakedness, for seconds, as she moved backwards and forwards near the window. Then she held up the hair for a minute, and seemed to be contemplating the effect of the arrangement of it, and showed what looked like a nest of hair beneath one armpit. Her flesh looked sallow or brown, and she seemed big and middle-aged. My window was near the angle of the quadrangle, so was\u00a0<span style=\"font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">hers, on the adjacent side of it. Perhaps from the window where I was, and that above mine only, could be seen all what I saw.<\/span><\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 745\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">The armpit excited me, and I got lewed, though the glimpses were so few and short. Now I only saw the nape of the neck, and now her back, according to the postures which a woman takes in arranging her hair, and so far as the looking-glass and blinds and my position above let me. Once or so I saw big breasts of a tawny colour. Then she looked at her teeth. Then she disappeared, then came forwards again, and I fancied she was naked to the waist. Then I lost sight of her, and again for an instant saw just the top of her naked bum, as if she were stripped, and in stooping down had bent her back towards the window. When she re- appeared she was more dressed. She looked up at the sky, approaching the window to do so, caught sight of me, and quickly drew the blind right down.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I went down to breakfast, met some friends, and sitting down to table with them in the large breakfast-room, saw close to me this very lady. I had seen so little of her face that I did not recognise her at first by that; but the darkness of the eye and hair, the fullness of bust, and the brown- tinted skin left me in no doubt. We were introduced to each other. \u201cMrs. O*b***e, a lady from New Orleans, a great friend of ours, \u2014 been travelling with us for some weeks, with her two little children,\u201d \u2014 and so on.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I found out from my friends as we smoked our cigars in the gardens after breakfast, that she, with another American lady, and themselves, were going for a long tour, and had been touring for some weeks in Europe. She was the wife of a gentleman who owned plantations, and had gone back to America; intending to rejoin his wife at Paris at Christmas. The lady with the very hairy armpits and her husband were intimate friends of my friends.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I found this party were travelling my road, and I agreed to wait at * * * * as long as they did. We met at meals; I joined in their excursions, and took much notice of her children who got quite fond of me. She seemed to avoid me at first, but in two or three days showed some sympathy. I guessed that my history had been made known to her, and found out at a latter day that it had. \u201cA married man travelling without his wife is dangerous,\u201d said she to me one day when we were a merry party. \u201cA\u00a0<span style=\"font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">married woman without her husband is a danger to me,\u201d I replied, and our eyes met, and said more than words.<\/span><\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 746\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I objected to my room, and in a few days the hotel-keeper showed me some better rooms. I had then ascertained which hers were, and pointed out the room next to them. \u201cThat,\u201d said he, \u201cwon\u2019t do \u2014 it\u2019s large, and has two beds.\u201d \u201cOh! it\u2019s so hot, I want a large room, \u2014 show it me.\u201d He did. \u201cIt\u2019s double price.\u201d \u201cNever mind,\u201d \u2014 and I took it at once. Luck, thought I. Her own room was next, and adjoining it a room in which her two children slept. A half-governess, half-maid who travelled with her, was on another floor, \u2014 why I don\u2019t know, \u2014 perhaps because the next room to the children\u2019s was a sitting-room.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">My new room had as usual a door communicating with hers. I listened one or two nights and mornings, and heard the slopping of water and rattle of pots, but with difficulty; and nothing sufficiently to stir my imagination or satisfy my curiosity. There were bolts on both sides of the doors, and double doors. I opened mine, and tried if hers was fastened. It was. But I waited my opportunity, intending to try to have her, thinking that a woman who had not had a man for months, and might not for some months more, would be ready for a game of mother and father if she could do so safely.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">She was not very beautiful, but was fine, tallish, handsomely formed, with a large bust, and splendid head of hair. Her complexion had the olive tint of some Southerners. One might almost have supposed there was a taint of Negro blood in her, but her features were rather aquiline and good. The face was coldish and stern, the eyes dark and heavy, the only sensuous feature of her face was a full, large-lipped mouth, which was baudy in its expression when she laughed. I guess she was a devil of a temper.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">After a day or two I gave up all hope, for she would not understand double entendres, coldly returned my grasp when I shook hands with her, and gave no signs of pleasure in my company, excepting when I was playing with her children. Yet when she looked into my face when laughing; there certainly was something in her eye, which made me think that a pair of balls knocking about her bum would delight her. I used to think much of what a\u00a0<span style=\"font-weight: bold;\"><i>friend of mine, a surgeon in a crack regiment in which I had some friends<\/i><\/span>, used to say, which was this.<\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 747\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">\u201cAll animals are in rut sometimes, so is a woman, even the coldest of them. It\u2019s of no use trying the cold ones, unless they have the tingling in their cunts on them; then they are more mad for it than others, but it doesn\u2019t last. If you catch a cold woman just when she is on heat, try her; but how to find out their time, I never knew, \u2014 they are damned cunning.\u201d So said the surgeon.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I must have caught Mrs. O*b***e on heat I sup-pose, and it came about soon. We went out for some hours on the lake in a boat. She was timid, and when the boat rocked I held her, squeezed her arm, and my knees went against hers. Another time my thigh was close against hers. I put one of her children on to her lap. The child sat down on my hand, which was between her little bum and her mother\u2019s thighs. I kept my hand there, gradually moving it away, creeping it up higher and higher, and gripping the thigh as I moved it towards the belly, but so delicately, as to avoid of-fence, and I looked her in the face. \u201cMinnie is heavy, isn\u2019t she?\u201d I said. \u201cShe is getting so,\u201d she replied, looking with a full eye at mine.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">Now I felt sure from her look, that she knew I was feeling her thigh. I had stirred her voluptuousness. The water got rougher. \u201cI shall be sick,\u201d said she. \u201cWhat! on such a lake!\u201d \u201cOh! I\u2019m a bad sailor.\u201d Placing my arm round her for a minute I pulled her close to me. It became calm, and lovely weather again. The water always upset her, it seemed to stir her up, she said. \u201cI\u2019d like to see you stirred up,\u201d said I. Then to avoid remark I changed sides with a lady, and sat opposite to Mrs. 0*b***e. We faced each other, looking at each other. I pushed my feet forward, so as to rub my foot against her ankle. She did not remove her foot, but looked at me.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">Arrived at * * * we dined, and sat afterwards in the garden. It grew dusk, and we separated into groups. I sat by her side, and played with her children. One child said, \u201cPlay with me like Papa, \u2014 play with Mamma like Papa does.\u201d \u201cShall I play with you like Papa?\u201d said I to Mrs. O*b***e. \u201cI\u2019d rather not,\u201d said she. \u201cI\u2019d break an arm to do so,\u201d I replied. \u201cWould you?\u201d said she. \u201cOh! put the children to bed Margaret,\u201d \u2014 and the governess with the children and Mrs. O*b***e walked off. I for a minute joined my friends smoking, then cut off by a side-path leading to that through which Mrs. O*b***e would pass. She had just bid the children good night. \u201cI shall come up to see you directly,\u201d said she to them, \u2014 and to me, \u201cI thought you were going into town.\u201d \u201cYes I think I\u2019ll make a\u00a0<span style=\"font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">night of it, \u2014 I\u2019m wild. \u2014 I want company.\u201d \u201cFine company it will be, I dare say.\u201d \u201cLet me keep you company then.\u201d No one was near, I kissed her. She took it very quietly. \u201cDon\u2019t now, you\u2019ll compromise me.\u201d It was now quite dusk. I kissed her again. \u201cI\u2019m dying to sleep with you,\u201d I whispered. \u201cYou mustn\u2019t talk like that, \u2014 there now, they will see you,\u201d<\/span><span style=\"font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">\u2014 then I left her.<\/span><\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 748\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I had noticed her habits, and knew that usually she went up to her children soon after they had gone to bed, so I waited at the foot of the stairs. Soon she came. \u201cWhat, you here?\u201d \u201cYes, I\u2019m going to bed like you.\u201d It was a sultry night, everybody was out of doors, the hotel servants lolling at open windows. No one met us as we went upstairs. \u201cWhy that\u2019s not your room,<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">\u2014 it\u2019s next to mine.\u201d \u201cYes it is, \u2014 I\u2019ve been listening to you the last two nights.\u201d \u201cOh! you sly man, \u2014 I thought you were sly.\u201d \u201cLook what a nice room it is,\u201d said I opening the door. There was a dim light in the corridors, none in my room. She looked in, I gave her a gentle squeezing push, and shut the door on us.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">\u201cDon\u2019t shut the door,\u201d said she turning sharply round. I caught and kissed her. \u201cStop with me, my darling, now you\u2019re here, \u2014 I\u2019m dying for you, \u2014 kiss me, do.\u201d \u201cLet me go, \u2014 there then, \u2014 now let me go, \u2014 don\u2019t make a noise, \u2014 oh! if my governess should hear me, what would she think!\u201d \u201cShe is not there.\u201d \u201cSometimes she stays till I go up to the children, \u2014 oh! don\u2019t now, \u2014 you shan\u2019t.\u201d I had her up against the wall, my arm round her, I was pressing my hand on her belly outside her clothes. She pushed my hand away, I stooped and thrust it up her clothes on to her cunt, and pulling out my prick, pushed her hand on to it. \u201cLet me, \u2014 let\u2019s do it, \u2014 I\u2019m dying for you.\u201d \u201cOh! for God\u2019s sake don\u2019t, oh! no \u2014 now, you\u2019ll compromise me, \u2014 hish! if she should be listening.\u201d For a moment we talked, she quietly struggled, entreating me to desist; but my fingers were well on to her cunt, frigging it. I don\u2019t recollect more what she said, but I got her to the side of the bed, pushed her back on it, and thrust my prick up her. \u201cOh! don\u2019t compromise me \u2014 don\u2019t now.\u201d Then she fucked quietly till she gasped out, \u201cOho \u2014 oho,\u201d as a torrent of my sperm shot into her cunt.<\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 749\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">Excepting from the clear light of the night, which came from the sky through the window in the quadrangle, the room was in darkness. I don\u2019t know that my prick ever lingered longer up a woman after fucking and declare that whilst up her, I told how I had seen her brushing her hair, and so on. She said that I should compromise her, \u2014 and oh! if she should be with child, \u2014 \u201cwhat will become of me.\u201d Feeling the sperm oozing out over my balls, and my prick shrinking, I uncunted. \u201cOh! what have you made me do, you bad man?\u201d said she sitting upon the side of the bed. \u201cOh! if they should see me going out of your room, \u2014 oh! if she has been listening.\u201d<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I drew down the blind, and lighted a candle, much against her wish. She sat at the edge of the bed just where she had been fucked, her clothes still partly up. I listened at the door between our two rooms, but heard nothing, then told her again how I had watched her from a top-window, and seen her breasts and arm-pits. My prick stiffened at my own tale. Sitting down by her side, \u201cLet\u2019s do it again my love,\u201d I said, and pushed my hand up her clothes. I shall never forget the feel. The whole length of her thighs, as she closed them on my hand felt like a pot of paste. Only a minute\u2019s pleasure, and such a mass of sperm! She repulsed me, and stood up.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I stood up too; kissing, coaxing, insisting, she looking at me, I fingering, pulling backwards and forwards the prepuce of my penis. No, she would not. Then I threatened to make a noise, if she would not, and swore I would have her again. She promised to let me if I would let her go to her bed-room first, \u2014 she would unlock her side of the two doors, if she could. She was not sure if there was a key, \u2014 if not she would open the door on to the corridor, but only at midnight, when the gas was turned out, and few people about. She promised solemnly, and sealed it with a kiss. \u201cOh! for God\u2019s sake be quiet.\u201d I opened the door of my bed-room, and saw no one in the lobby. Out she went, and got into her own room unnoticed. Then I opened the door to her room from my side. There were double doors.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">She seemed to keep me a long time waiting, though she had scarcely been in her room five minutes, I stripped myself to my shirt, then knocked at the door gently, then louder. A key turned, the door opened. She had only gone in to be sure that the children were in their bed, and\u00a0<span style=\"font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">the governess not with them. \u201cOh! I have been so fearful lest she should have been there,\u201d she said.<\/span><\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 750\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">The children were asleep, she had bolted their door. \u201cAnd now go to bed, and let me also, \u2014 there is a dear man, and don\u2019t ask anything more of me.\u201d \u201cTo bed yes, but with you.\u201d She begged me not, all in a whisper. My reply was to strip off my shirt, and stand stark naked with prick throbbing, and wagging, and nodding with its size, weight, and randiness. \u201cOnly once, one more, and then I will be content.\u201d \u201cNo.\u201d<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">\u201cThen damned if I won\u2019t,\u201d said I moving towards her. \u201cHush! my children will hear, \u2014 in your room then,\u201d \u2014 and she came towards my door. \u201cOh! non-sense, not with your clothes on, \u2014 let us have our full pleasure, \u2014 and this hot night too, \u2014 take off your things.\u201d Little by little she did, and stood in her chemise. I tried all the doors, they were securely fastened, and then I brought her quite into my room. \u201cLeave me alone a minute,\u201d she said. But as randy as if I had not left my sperm up her fifteen minutes before, I would not, and pulled her gently toward my bed, tore the clothes off, so as to leave the bottom sheet only on, and got her on to the bed. \u201cDo let me see your cunt.\u201d \u201cNo, \u2014 no, \u2014 no.\u201d As I pulled up her chemise, down she pushed it. \u201cOh! no, \u2014 I\u2019m sure I shall be with child,\u201d said she, \u201cand if I am I\u2019d just best make a hole in the water.\u201d Her big breasts were bare, her thighs opened, a grope on the spermy surface, and then fucking began. \u201cOho!\u201d she sighed out loudly again, as she spent.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">Off and on until daybreak we fucked. After the second she gave herself up to pleasure. The randiest slut just out of a three months quodding could not have been hotter or readier for lewed fun with cunt and ballocks. I never had a more randy bed-fellow. She did not even resist the inspection of her cunt, which surprised me a little, considering its condition. Our light burnt out, our games heated us more and more, the room got oppressive, I slipped off her chemise, our naked bodies entwined in all attitudes, and we fucked, and fucked, bathed in sweat, till the sweat and sperm wetted all over the sheet, and we slept. It was broad daylight when we awakened. I was lying sweating with her bum up against my belly, her hair was loose all over her, and the bed. Then we separated and she fled to her room, carrying her chemise with her.<\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 751\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">Oh! Lord that sheet! \u2014 if ten people had fucked on it, it could not have been more soiled. We consulted how best to hide it from the chamber- maid, and I did exactly the same trick as of former days. Have not all men done it I wonder?<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I got a sitz bath in my room, which was then not a very easy thing to get. I washed in it, wetted all my towels, then took off the sheet, wetted it nearly all over, soiled it, then roughly put it together in a heap, and told the chamber-woman I had used the sheet to dry myself with. She said, \u201cVery well.\u201d I don\u2019t expect she troubled herself to undo or inspect the wet linen, or thought about the matter.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I went to breakfast at the usual time. \u201cWhere is Mrs. 0*b***e?\u201d I asked. The governess appeared with the children saying the lady had not slept owing to the heat. She showed up at the table d\u2019hote dinner. I avoided her, knowing I should see her soon afterwards, and said I should go and play billiards, but instead, went to my bed-room and read; nursing my concupiscent tool, and imagining coming pleasures.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">I heard the children, having opened the door on my side and found that the key of her door was luckily so turned as to leave the key-hole clear. The doors connecting all the rooms were as is often the case in foreign hotels, opposite each other, and I could see across into the children\u2019s bed-room. They were putting their night-gowns on in their own room. Then the governess came into her mistress\u2019 room and I heard her pissing, but could not see her. To my great amusement, for the slightest acts of a woman in her privacy give me plea-sure, she then came forward within range of my peep-hole, and was looking into the pot carefully. Then Mrs. O*b***e came in and the governess left. Mrs. O*b***e went to look at her children and returned, opened our doors, and then we passed another amorous night, taking care to put towels under her bum when grinding. We did not want the sheets to be a witness against us again.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">Mrs. O*b***e was not up to the mark, and began to talk that sort of bosh that women do, who are funky of consequences. After a time she warmed, and yielded well to my lubricity. I would see her cunt to begin with. It was a pretty cunt, and not what I had expected, large, fat-lipped, and set in a thicket of black hair, from her bum-hole to her navel; but quite a small slit, with a moderate quantity of hair on her motte, but very thick and crisp. I told her again how I had seen her from the window.<\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div><div style=\"color: #6e2323; font-family: Georgia, sans-serif; text-align: center;\" title=\"Page 752\"><div><div><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">The recital seemed to render her randier than either feeling my prick, or my titillation of her quim. The hair in her armpits was thicker, I think, than in any woman I ever had. Her head hair was superb in its quantity. I made her undo it, and spread it over the bed, and throw up her arms, and show her armpits when I fucked her. She was juicy cunted, and spent copiously; so did I. The heat was fearful. We fucked stark naked again.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">Later on she told me that she cared about poking but once a month only, and about a week before her courses came on. At other times it annoyed her. Going on the water always upset her stomach, and made her lewed, even if in a boat on a river, and however smooth it was, it upset her that way. At sea it was the same. It made her firstly feel sick, then giddy, then sleepy, but that always two or three hours afterwards, randiness overtook her. After a day or two, the lewedness subsided whether she copulated, or frigged, or not. She told me this as a sort of excuse for having permitted me to spermatise her privates, the night of her excursion on the water with us.<\/p><p style=\"font-size: 16px;\">She was curious about my history. I told her I had women at every town I came to. She declared that no other man but I and her husband had ever had her.<\/p><\/div><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>VOLUME 4 CHAPTER 14 A gap in the narrative. \u2022 A mistress. \u2022 A lucky legacy. \u2022 Secret preparations. \u2022 A sudden flight. \u2022 At Paris. \u2022 A dog and a woman. \u2022 At a lake-city. \u2022 A South American lady. \u2022 Mrs. O*b***e. \u2022 Glimpses from a bed-room window. \u2022 Hairy arm- pits. \u2022 &hellip;<\/p>\n<p class=\"read-more\"> <a class=\"\" href=\"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/?page_id=1519\"> <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Volume Four Chapter Fourteen<\/span> Read More &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-1519","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1519"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1519"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1519\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2404,"href":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1519\/revisions\/2404"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mysecretlife.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1519"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}